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Love Never Revealed

It's a love never revealed
I keep my lips and feelings sealed
I wish I got the chance to tell you what I really feel
Years pass by and my heart does not heal
I get told my feelings are not true
Because we never were
I wished upon a star to grant me a wish of seeing you again
At least for one last time, to have a bit of happiness gained.
I pray to the Lord to grant me the wish of getting to see those beautiful eyes
My wish goes on within the skies.
I never forgot about you no matter how hard I tried
God knows I cried
Cried because of your attitude towards me
You did something cruel towards me
Despite that, my love never stopped
These feelings sure are clogged
I know I'm not the perfect girl
I don't wear heavy makeup
I am insecure for comments that were cruel
I know if you read this, you won't give a shit
I moved on, I did
But with you always on mind
My wish now, is for you to read this.
I still love you E.

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