Jakssie's Poetry Corner

It's a love never revealed I keep my lips and feelings sealed I wish I got the chance to tell you what I really feel Years pass by and my heart does not heal I get told my feelings are not true Because we never were I wished upon a star to grant me a wish of seeing you again At least for one last time, to have a bit of happiness gained. I pray to the Lord to grant me the wish of getting to see those beautiful eyes My wish goes on within the skies. I never forgot about you no matter how hard I tried God knows I cried Cried because of your attitude towards me You did something cruel towards me Despite that, my love never stopped These feelings sure are clogged I know I'm not the perfect girl I don't wear heavy makeup I am insecure for comments that were cruel I know if you read this, you won't give a shit I moved on, I did But with you always on mind My wish now, is for you to read this. I still love you E.

It started when attacked. What did I do? I felt weak and helpless. I wish I wasn’t weak So I wanted to be brave. Remembering the evilness My heart couldn’t help it but carry grudge and anger. It kept growing while still looking at Rebellious. Little did I know these feelings were so poisonous. Rebellious walks in heels Believing its superior than its surrenders. Treated like Queen, that it makes me cringe. I defy Rebellious Trying my best to resist. But this time I am the weak one For bursting my feelings out With flames of anger. Still I regret this defying moment. My grudge didn’t control itself And now I feel like the Bad Guy. Rebellious is probably now laughing at me. “Grudges and Revenge are not good for the soul”. Tell that to my young-self.

As he walks in, the excitement is in. Oh how much time till we be Close together again? Those precious times of laughter, pressure, Nervousness, and encouragement Turns into lust for him. Time passes by and feelings break, turning into tears. Tears of depression for missing him. Disappears like bubbles in the air. No more us, but rather more vivid memories That remain so close to my heart. My heart now has the courage to look for this fool. Once in contact, is like he turns into a monster. A monster that surprises and scares me with its actions. Like an appealing shiny fruit, he appears, But quite rotten on the inside. What happened? I don’t know. Vivid happy memories turn into A sad heart of discouragement. If you want to look for me, Please bring back that gentle heart.

I've always enjoyed the delicious taste of a hamburger. Never did I bother to look information that goes further. My taste buds were more important to me That I really didn't care to see. I'm sorry for all these years of blindness. It will take a lot to show you my kindness. My own species is destroying you Till the point that you can no longer moo. I apologize for the pain of having your baby taken away. The pain you have inside will never decay. Just so my species could have your milk. What's even worse is your fear of getting killed. The fear of having your blood everywhere spilled. The tears you shed before having your flesh cut, Are tears that hurt deep down my gut. I wish I could do much more than just not consuming your dead body. I wish your friends the sheep, pig, and chicken wouldn't have to go through the same. As a result, the human species pays the consequences of consuming it and is to blame. From Diabetes to Mad Cow Disease, are just

I sit on cold grass Watching the blue purplish sky Wind blowing my hair. Trees looking naked Orange, brown, red, yellow leaves Fall and are blown off. I love the cold wind Hitting upon my warm cheeks Turning them bright red.  

That’s how it all starts, on the bench. You are sitting down reading a book. I ignore my nerves to speak to you. We get to know each other this particular day. I don't notice the beauty in you. All I notice is that pride. Talking about our life and our unknown futures, We are more than dazing. Your pride has some talking, While your graceful face, has others wishing they could be near you     We do not see each other for the meanwhile, though I don’t care. I really do not see the big deal about your good looks. “Is that your man?” someone says. “No, never! I would never have feelings for a guy like that!!” I say. Once again, life brings us together. This time I am wrong.  I slowly start developing strong feelings for you. I start noticing an improvement of your character. I see a genuine and kind man. The time comes in as I hit rock bottom. You come in to console me. You believe in me when I doubt myself. You stand up for me w