It started when attacked. What did I do? I felt weak and helpless. I wish I wasn’t weak So I wanted to be brave. Remembering the evilness My heart couldn’t help it but carry grudge and anger. It kept growing while still looking at Rebellious. Little did I know these feelings were so poisonous. Rebellious walks in heels Believing its superior than its surrenders. Treated like Queen, that it makes me cringe. I defy Rebellious Trying my best to resist. But this time I am the weak one For bursting my feelings out With flames of anger. Still I regret this defying moment. My grudge didn’t control itself And now I feel like the Bad Guy. Rebellious is probably now laughing at me. “Grudges and Revenge are not good for the soul”. Tell that to my young-self.